A HEART FULL OF SORROWS

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 I am a normal man living with small dream and wishes that are not supposed to be fulfilled. So many responsibilities to take care of,so many ups and downs to face in my daily life. I have a smiling face but "a heart full of SORROWS".

My responsibilities wakes me up early in the morning and my compulsions don't let me sleep at night. Every time my mind realizes me about my failure. Though i am religious but my situations drags me to be an atheist. Most of the time I think that I am a curse of God to myself.

Life was not bad as it is now. When i was doing good,I had many friends,respect in the family,a dignity among the in laws. But after being pushed down in life i have lost so many things. Infact i lost every thing. I always tried to make other people happy and taking care of their feelings but after all what i got in return is "a heart full of SORROWS ".

My close relationships expect too much from me but no one cares about my feelings. I never desired for expensive clothes,shoes,watches or a luxurious life but,always tried to provide very best to my closer ones. 

The wrinkles and hardness of my hand can explain that i never ran away from my work,even i worked facing all the hardships in all the conditions and situations. I,still do my work like a bull,no matter what sickness or disease growing in me. I don't have the time to meet a good doctor because i have a lot to do as my dependents are waiting for their wishes to be done. I always work like a restless machine. There is pain in my heart and i just ignore it satisfying myself that it's just "a heart full of SORROWS ".

My life passed proving myself to be a good son,a good brother, a good husband,a good father,a good son in law but still, i am just a LOSER. After doing all the very best,I usually listened that i am doing nothing to anyone. 

Who am I????  Yes my dear readers i am a curse of God to all the people near me. I pray to God all the time but what i can do if God is not listening. My happy/sound business is going down day by day but the expenses and expectations of my family is increasing with the growing life.

My life partner understands me a little bit but when it comes to the matter with her parents,i become the worst husband in her views. Suddenly the heart full of love becomes the "heart full of SORROWS ".

I am the only one who love and care to all without anything in return,but sadly others don't have the same feelings. I an not saying they don't love me but ,not more than their wishes and needs. 

I also want to go for outings,for tours,for good lunch or dinner but i remain silent thinking about the expenses to be occured. Moreover i have to think about the payments and bills that i have to pay. These responsibilities are attached to me like the shadow. Besides this, more often i have to listen that i am a miser too. Sometimes my heart might also feel disgusted to be in me. Rather happiness and delight i made it "a heart full of SORROWS ".

Doesn't matter if God has no pity on me than why I am expecting from the people.

There is an end to everything and hopefully my sorrows will end too with my last breath and my last goodbye to my dear ones . But still i love to all of them.

Hope my blogg expressed the feelings of a heart that is filled with plight and sorrows. Although the blogg is quite emotional but this is a sad reality.

Thanks, 

Have a nice day...

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